its sad when you dont even like to be at home anymore. when everything outside of your home seems to make you smile moreee. not anyone to turn to sends me a senssee of loneliness. its as if someones tearing me down as i try to excell and pull up. how to move on in life when there this continous voice that insults your everything ? your not good enough , you didnt do it right , what your doing is stupid , this is a waste of my time , your fat, YOUR SIMPLY NOTHING . BUT noone knows this of me. why would i let people that bearly know me into my lifee. so i put on this big front like im so happy and bubbly at all times . BUT THE TRUTH IS ……. IM NOT.
autophobia, [ the fear of being lonely ]… lately I’ve realized what phobia I have. no one ever wants to be alone. is there a such thing as happiness when your alone.? but I can live without people. my life can not be fufilled by the people around. I need to earn to be happy with my life by myself. lessons being learned daily.
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